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Thursday, October 9, 2014

rezeki yang kita cari, ALLAH yang beri.



Respect yourself enough to walk away from anything that no longer serves you, grows you or makes you happy.
-Robert Tew


assalamualaikum, hai semua :)


elok-elok dah nak masuk tidur, datang pulak mood nak manaip. cik puan cik puan pun dah selamat tidur berduaan. just nice. some quiet time for me. *mengeliat sikit*

kehidupan sekarang is totally different. different in a good way, i think. sangat-sangat jauh beza. sebab aku pun rasa lebih relax. jiwa lagi tenang gitu. hehehhe.

actually, banyak sangat benda yang jadi in the past one year. diam-diam tak ber-belogging tapi berisi, orang kata. itu peribahasa ye. kau jangan ingat dokter faryn dah "berisi" pulak. berisi dengan LEMAK yes. tapi kalau berisi yang lg satu tu, NO-NO belum lagi. bagi lah can nak memanjakan dua orang cik puans ni dulu. dah lah tak banyak cerita pasal azalea. kui, kui, kui.

anyway, boleh lah nak kongsi sikit-sikit. sebab dah malam kan. alasan terbaik. HAHA.

aku sebenarnya dah quit kerja government. 

maksudnya, aku dah tak kerja hospital/under KKM. errrr, panjang cerita dia sebenarnya. tapi tu lah. satu satu benda jadi, and it happened in a perfect sequences. cantik sangat ALLAH dah aturkan. taktau lah kan. kadang-kadang tu, kita ni hanya merancang, ALLAH yang tentukan segala nya. tapi aku percaya, aturan ALLAH tu yang terbaik.

tapi kawan-kawan sekelian alam jangan risau. aku okey. dokter faryn bukan kena buang negeri ke, kena saman ke, kena sack ke, kena tindakan tatatertib ke apa. buku rekod perkhidmatan suci okey. hehehhe. cuma tu lah. aku dah quit. :) tapi aku sekarang still dalam proses menghabiskan cuti. punya lah gigih bekerja, cuti aku rupanya banyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaakkkkkk lagi nak dihabiskan. dah start cuti since mid sept hari tu, and i can extend my leaves until end of december. terbaek kan. kira notis berhenti sebulan tu from 1st nov la. OMG macam tak percaya pulak. 

did i regret my decision? am i going to reverse my decision?

NO. 

but it has been one of the hardest decision of my life so far. bila fikir-fikir balik, rasa macam weird pun ada. rasa pelik. macam dalam mimpi pun ye. yelah, kau bayangkan aku ni yang dah bekerja dekat tempat tu for like almost 8 years, then tiba-tiba tak kerja situ dah. nak "weeeeeeeeeeeee happy nyaa!!!" pun macam tak lalu la pulak. padahal sebelum ni beriya bagai. hahahha.

well, ada pros and cons. definitely. kerja makan gaji, kerja sendiri, tak kerja, jadik boss, jadik kuli. all come with their own responsibilities. semua pun ada kesengsaraan masing-masing. ada masam manis dia kan. even jadik housewife pun penat wei. (padahal dulu tu ultimate impian). lagi penat kut dari kerja dokter. eh? ye ke :P

kesimpulannya, dalam entri ni aku nak inform, aku dah decide nak quit. belum kira quit sebab surat notis berhenti sebulan tu belum pass up lagi dan aku still dalam cuti until end of december. eh, ke dah kira berhenti? em,confuse pulak. tapi tak kesah lah. yang penting, aku dah tidak wujud dalam roster kerja/oncall O&G department Hospital Melaka lagi. yeyyy sekian. hehe. tapi boleh lagik nak tanye-tanye pasal o&g. dont worry, ilmu yang ada ni masih boleh diguna-pakai-share. atau dicopy-paste. *wink*

so nak mintak jugak lah kawan-kawan sekelian doakan yang baik-baik untuk kami sekeluarga. dipermudahkan segala urusan. dulu aku takut sangat nak quit, ni bila terdetik nak quit, tup tup itu ini jadi, ALLAH lorongkan hati dan keputusan tu jadi lebih mudah. 

ada orang cakap, rugi sangat berhenti kerja dengan goverment ni. yes, kalau kita fikir rugi. memang kita akan rasa rugi. tapi ada banyakkkkkk lagi hikmah di sebaliknya :)

lagipun, aku percaya rezeki tu datangnya dari ALLAH. dan rezeki ALLAH tu Maha Luas. insya ALLAH. 

doakan tau. doa banyak-banyak tau.


i miss you syg *muahs*


eh?

okey, okey. 
nite peeps. esok kerja. jeng, jeng, jeng. 
HAHA



31 comments:

  1. Really? so apa plan lepas ni? hmm.. good luck!! rezeki ada di mana2 kan.. :-)

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  3. Su Gaya mcm tak puas hati je, kuikuikui. Plan nanti tunggu aku cerita ok. Hahahha insya Allah ko dia kan tau

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  4. Akhirnya Dr Faryn muncul kembali..hehe (sebelum ni asyik tertunggu2 jer bila Dr Faryn nk start berbloging semula..^_^

    By the way..nama sy liyana..from Kedah. Suka sngt bc blog ni. penuh informasi gitu..hehee

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  6. dah leh agak gak ko resign bile baca status kat fb..=p..takpe, rehat2 dulu golek ngn anak2..pasni kot2 leh bukak klinik sndiri sekali ngn en hubby kan..^_^

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